i want my suicide letter back

[KainTepes]

if a mod is seeing this can you copy over the suicide letter i wrote that chamber deleted... you can send it to me by pm or something..... thanks. it had all my feelings in it and i hate it that it was just deleted like that. i want to write it out in real life so that i can leave it for my family to read....

[Malakittens]

what the fck.

[Porochaz]

Hi there,

If you are feeling suicidal then you need to talk to someone about it. The suicide prevention hotline number in the US is 1-800-273-8255. Whilst it may not change your feelings on it, it can't hurt to anonymously talk it through with someone. I don't know you, but I am sure you are someone who is better living than dead, please talk to someone.

Noone here is going to aid in your suicide. Whilst this site is a fucking fantastic support network and will look to help where they can, they are not equipped (nor should they be) for suicide attempts. Giving that letter back would be aiding you in this endeavour and whilst you may think thats unfair, it's to help.

[KainTepes]

I AM SORRY.....

I JUST RECEIVED THREE MESSAGES FROM PEOPLE WHO TOLD ME THAT THEY DO CARE AND WANT TO SPEAK TO ME, AND I SUDDENLY REALIZE HOW FOOLISH I AM FOR THINKING SUCH THOUGHTS... WHEN THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO CARE AFTER ALL...................

THANK YOU, ERRANT PARABOLA, THANK YOU BIPOLARCHEMIST.....

I AM SORRY FOR BEING STUPID...............

it doesnt matter i was banned from the site chat, it doesnt matter even if i am banned from the site...... thank you for talking to me.....

BUT i still want my letter back, i want to remember and have it ingrained in my heart what hurts me,,

[Oman]

Prozac, back from the void to save lives. Someone give this guy a medal.