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Post #1410 (isolation #3) » Mon May 07, 2012 3:04 am
Postby Twistedspoon »
I agree, TT, Pablo Diego José Francisco de Paula Juan Nepomuceno María de los Remedios Cipriano de la Santísima Trinidad Ruiz y Picasso is a great name~
1 Thessalonians 5:21: Test everything, but hold fast onto what is good
"Murder is no better than cards if cards can do the trick"
~Screwtape
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Post #1470 (isolation #9) » Tue Aug 28, 2012 9:42 pm
Postby Twistedspoon »
09:10 TS sometimes I wish
09:10 TS that i could just zoom in on one small aspect of life
09:10 TS and fill my entire perspective with that one small fragment of life's cluster
09:10 TS and just live in that fragment
09:11 TS live in that small part of life, that small fleeting feeling which feels the world to you but is gone faster than the blink of an eye
09:11 TS and just ignore the rest of life
09:11 TS the uncertainty
09:11 TS the rejection
09:11 TS the pain
09:11 TS and just be happy in that one small fragment
09:11 TS the home where I'd want to be
09:12 TS and be happy there with the memories that could never fade away, all preserved in an aspic
09:12 TS but I suppose with life...
09:12 TS you have to take the whole package
09:12 TS there's no choosing the best moments and only being a part of those
09:12 TS the anxiety
09:12 TS the lonliness
09:12 TS they all come too
09:12 TS and sometimes
09:13 TS when I'm just with myself and I have time to think
09:13 TS I wonder why it is that we only ever observe the world though our own bodies
09:13 TS and if that means we can ever truly know someone
09:14 TS and if it's all worth it to live in the mercurial moments of happiness with the people you make you feel... complete
09:15 TS those which you can't always, or perhaps never could, be with...
09:15 TS like the forbidden piece of the jigsaw which completes you
09:15 TS the one who the journey of finding is perhaps greater than the reward of having them...
09:16 TS but the reward is all the sweeter
09:16 TS like when you can lay your head down after a long time at work
09:16 TS and just close your eyes
09:16 TS seeing the hazy emptiness before you
09:16 TS and just thinking
09:16 TS thinking ever so quietly
09:17 TS that perhaps someone else is thinking the same as you...
09:18 TS sorta the "does she like me/doesn't she like me?" kinda feels
09:19 TS like being allowed to have the first taste of a delightful banquet
09:19 TS and then being denied the rest
09:19 TS it's worse than to have never started at all...
09:19 TS but you can't ever go back once you think you've found her....
09:19 TS once you dare to wonder "does she think about me?"
09:21 TS "does she think I'm just a joker... or perhaps too conceited... how can I change for her?"
09:21 TS and perhaps the contemplation that you want to experience life
09:21 TS not through only yourself
09:21 TS your own skewed perspective of such a tilted existence
09:22 TS but to share life and see the world through their eyes
09:22 TS to see all the hues and colours that their mind ever lit on
09:22 TS and to have one vision
09:22 TS one undying vision
09:23 TS between yourself and the one you always want by your side
09:23 TS ...
09:23 TS If I had to put it into words
09:23 TS (admittedly a lot of words)
09:23 TS That's pretty much how I feel right now x3
09:24 SuperVolcano Wow
09:24 SuperVolcano I'll try to think of a response while I'm at dinner...
1 Thessalonians 5:21: Test everything, but hold fast onto what is good
"Murder is no better than cards if cards can do the trick"
~Screwtape
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Post #1951 (isolation #14) » Mon Dec 17, 2012 11:07 am
Postby Twistedspoon »
Some things take so long
but how do I explain?
When not too many people,
can see we're all the same.
And because of all the tears,
their eyes can't hope to see
The beauty that surrounds them,
Isn't it a pity
1 Thessalonians 5:21: Test everything, but hold fast onto what is good
"Murder is no better than cards if cards can do the trick"
~Screwtape
