In Memory

[drealmerz7]

I also try to not play from fear, and the fear was that was allowing the wrong-thoughts of there being an SK in the game rooted in creature's lurking, something at that point in the game really makes me paranoid of having a scum-lurker

fear is the mindkiller

fear leads to the darkside

I get better at mafia at the end of games, I get clarity and really have good judgement (or at least, generally better than my shit-tastic earlier game-play as it tends to be) and don't let things like fear /doubt be the deciders

[drealmerz7]

I let go of the fear, confidence took hold - SK makes no sense, creature is what he says he is, the obvious became obvious, alisae is last scum - was pretty much the process

[drealmerz7]

alisae has been doing lots of sheeping (sheeping reads so much), buddying (of who they view to be of influence), and skirting by on being TR by a few strong voices, not getting the focus drawn on (which has been easy this game) them and "doot doot doot" riding along the whole way staying out of any sort of heat

[drealmerz7]

so? that means nothing to me

I know you're scum, I'm just talking to JR

he's the one you need to try to convince otherwise / address the points I've brought up towards

[drealmerz7]

my push on you isn't "fake" alisae, that doesn't even make sense. it's a fucking case and it is the correct case and you know it and have nothing you can say to argue against me. you're the one just standing there going "he's SK"for days and Days now without actually making a case or addressing (much less refuting) any of the points I have made about anything about myself or you. you've been riding coat-tails/sailing along with very minimal effort - if you win this at this point I'm going to be pissed we didn't kill you in the gamma days (titus/MB hard-defending anyone is hard to break through, GAH)

of course JR:

I am harry houdini and I am an

escape artist (the implication being I escape death, duh - 2 parter ability):

D2 voteproof - I had to clarify with RC back and forth a bit when I got my PM because I wasn't clear what the flavor meant for sure with how it was worded and it just means I'm D2 lynchproof (I think it was to distinguish flavor-wise from the otherhalf of the ability)

once killproof - while someone might think they've killed me, I've actually escaped my death, yet again - effectively 1shot BP

my 2nd ability is kind of like an reversal of the above ability - like that is a good amount of positive utility ^^ so I have to be balanced with negative utility too

"entrap" is the flavorname:

I have the potential to put a target of my choice in situation in which they can't escape, effectively removing them from the game, but that they can't escape is NOT guaranteed - I am allowed to succeed twice, but can only attempt 3 times (getting 1 fail), flavorwise that's like, they escaped the straight-jacket and now I have the straightjacket to use again

[drealmerz7]

all of that is more reason to *know* there can't be an SK but it has to be 4th scum and you pushing SK, alisae, is fucking BOGUS distraction, especially since you don't even have a fucking case as to why I'm SK you're just repeating what other ppl said

all the fucking town power

[drealmerz7]

I wasn't talking about your 5215 (no idea why you even posted that)

[drealmerz7]

not really addressing you at all, alisae, since you're not addressing any of my points - but I will gladly if you actually have things to say about anything

the "that" in my 5216 is referring to 5214

[drealmerz7]

KAIN TEPES posts a bit MORE like THIS...!!!!!

as in : more distacting with posts of non-content than allowing players to focus on content?

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very glad you're not KT, JR, wouldn't have thought it for a moment, really

take your time

12 days! (though, ohhhhgeez I hope you don't take THAT long!!!!)

[drealmerz7]

definitely not trying to buddy

I am making soup (which means also making stock, cutting veggies) and am going to put on some TV and focus on that

I was prepping some things first but wanted to come back and ask you to address your issues with me since you've been SRing me a bit/voted me at times and so we can get the end of game right

I will address your things (I could do it brief and quick now but that won't be right) and present other things about the gamma/alisae slot probably tomorrow because at this point it's late here and once I'm done with the soup (and eat it) I'll be to sleep (it's past midnight now)

PLEASE look more into gamma/alisae, not just their abilities, scum-reading can't just rely on abilities (I know you know that), if it comes down to you vote me over alisae because of the abilities I'm going to fucking scream

[drealmerz7]

ohman, I didn't get to make a case against alisae

dangit

*reading from 210*

[drealmerz7]

Yeah, so, that was an absolute fucking long-shot of a win for scum from very early in the game anyway - I think I did a decent job trying to maintain it until the end, but there was just too much working against me

really awesome fucking setup, RC, I want to pre-/in to all of your games (:

losing the vanillaizer really fucked us (hence my hard defend of vax), a bunch of things did though

good job, JR, I should have been working you earlier to get you to change your read on me

I had an okay time playing, obviously huge frustrations and some rage issues with rubbing against playstyles (with my scumbuds too.) Honestly, when there is no rub, I'm a fucking blast to play with, and I've never had it that bad with anyone.

I crossed the line a bit and apologize to everyone for that.

I am really working on being the fun player I know I can be on a more regular basis going forward. These games are meant to be fun and I am figuring out how when conflict like this occurs how to dissolve it instead of inflate it so it doesn't get toxic.

[drealmerz7]

like RC said if we would have strongmanned JR it could have more likely gone to us as well

as you see in the actions, I only targeted JR the 1 time (the postie kill), the last Night I intentionally targeted you. I wonder how it would have gone if I'd have killed alisae instead of postie or yes, alisae instead of creature (pretty sure you would have just killed me creature but I had no reads from you and felt I could manipulate the alisae slot in JR's view better than you since you were low-content and I didn't have much to work with)

[drealmerz7]

I don't see what "challenge" alisae took on on the last Day, he did fuck-all (most of the game)

[drealmerz7]

Also, while I know it is no excuse, it might lead to some forgiveness/understanding for some of my behavior?

I have been going through a lot of super-serious hard hard life stuff for the past several months now after a few years of some compounding really hard times already. It's been the worst time of my life and I've been using mafia as an outlet / distraction (as what is going on is beyond my control / anything I can do about it, I just have to endure ...and endure...and some more...)

[drealmerz7]

as said I got my 3rd choice, and was kind of meh about his abilities too (D2 lynchproof +1shot ninja only?, while it's nice to have lynchproof, it was underwhelming still)

seeing what everyone else had made me a bit envious, but, goodforme play is what comes first and foremost anyway and I can embrace basic VT/goon just as well as the next role if the theme / flavor has me enthused

[drealmerz7]

RC - what happens if I or vax got boosted?

Also @drealz/zef: what was the strategy behind zef zero posting in the hood? Just a WIFOM thing or was there an additional gain?

I think zef simply said "I'm not going to talk in there" and I was like "yeah cool" ? - don't fully remember
though he couldn't talk in there D1 like he couldn't talk in the gamethread D1, so, it worked to have a lurker I thought.
I really liked that aspect after he died that he'd been there, I think it kind of worked? There was a point where I totally forgot he was actually in there!

after I hammered zefeind I was pretty much just "shooting from the hip" with my play as I knew it was just a matter of time before it was PoEd to me anyway and I felt overwhelmed by all the town power and not much to do with my fakeclaim or role in light of everything else

[drealmerz7]

it was a whim claim (I mean I had thought about it previously but not thoroughly and when I claimed in thread it was spontaneous) that I more wanted to see how I could play it more than anything, almost like a self-challenge

definitely not a smart move though, as it never is and the game would have been completely different had I not

[drealmerz7]

I knew I was going to be making most of the kills going forward because the rest of my team was doomed so I wanted to establish me going out making kills / having night-actions

[drealmerz7]

RC said 24 hours I think?

[drealmerz7]

it's mostly me yelling at my scumbuddies and then talking to myself after they're all dead

[drealmerz7]

certainly of course I'd want to see too, was just saying (:

[drealmerz7]

I'd have to go back and look, any idea when it was?

[drealmerz7]

going through your ISO to see if I can find it
found this gem

KillTheStory has been lynched! He was Voldemort, Global Post Restriction Enabling 1-Shot Delayed Deathproof,

aligned with the town

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I need colors. What do I look like? A reader?

crack me up!

[drealmerz7]

found it haha

[drealmerz7]

that was a combo. definitely pissed at you not making content posts and wanting you to make content posts and feeling trolled by you a bit that you weren't (that's genuine perspective/frustration), but I probably wouldn't have (?) raged that much if I were town as it was more trying to get heat on you and to get you lynched where I'd be more wary of that as town if I didn't have a genuine SR on you

[drealmerz7]

I have been quit to frustration and anger lately though so that is likely a product of some venting more than directed at you

[drealmerz7]

I'm not trying to debate anything in relation to that at all, MB, I agree I crossed a line and there's nothing I can do except to never cross again

I was talking to kuroi here about my rage at him (whether it is acceptable or not), and other, unrelated to FA rage in general (because really I'm just not addressing anything in regards to her any more as I think that is best - at least publicly, if anyone wants to talk about anything privately I'd be happy to address things that way, but a public forum is not the place)

[drealmerz7]

and it's honestly kinda surprising that it ever hit LYLO in the first place.

it's cause I'm so gooooood! :þ

[drealmerz7]

RC - what happens if I or vax got boosted?

[drealmerz7]

I realized after, thanks!

[drealmerz7]

hence the ninja slaking viability!

[drealmerz7]

I didn't get you force replaced.