Idk if you would have reasons to feel discouraged as town here.In post 247, TheFuzzylogic99 wrote:I might have to replace out.... Still trying to balance between school, life and this game
more later today
You just need to express your opinion about who is towny/scummy to you, even if it is based on tone alone. I don't think there is pressure on you to play.
Generally speaking, I would say that the feeling I had is that you don't like to play as scum and feel pressured to participate in the game in a more expressive way, because in the current gamestate town is slowly finding each other and this makes it very difficult for the scum side to play if they fail to enter the townblock or drive a miselim. The more time that passes, the worse the scenario gets for scum and town gets closer to a PoE solve. Which would explain the lack of motivation to return to the game, since you are already far behind and is being suspected by more than one player.
Obviously, this is speculative and I believe that you are telling the truth about your possible time/energy problem, but that does not indicate your alignment. You can be speaking the truth in both alignments. I still need to take a look at your history as a player to better contextualize about how you play and whether this type of situation has occurred in the past.