Okay, I'll point out some stuff I think proves my innocence. (I wanted to make a bad PowerPoint presentation for it but it sounded tough to communicate my points well... it would've been really funny though so imagine I did that)
In post 1385, marcistar wrote: In post 1380, Meuh wrote: In post 1375, marcistar wrote: In post 1289, Meuh wrote:These posts suck and have vibes of Marci trying to emulate her town game
Her entire day 2 just reads like someone trying to manufacture content out no actual. A bunch of questions to other people and a naked vote.
why r u acting like its abnormal for me to do this when im completly lost? i do this all the time
In post 1293, Meuh wrote:Oh cool, she just dropped it entirely
Marci's favourite hobby is throwing slight scumreads on her partners and not following through with them...
nah, thats my 2nd fave hobby.
also like lol "snippet from a past game" ur using a game thats over a year old and acting like i couldn't have changed my style at all since then (iirc my first scumgame on site), like maybe i haven't yeah, but why not use a more recent game like holiday dance party to try and make a case on why im scum? i think ur just tunneling on me and trying to justify ur read in any way that you can.
Do you? I don't really recall you forcing your general vibe/posting style in the past tbh
The game I immediately went to was that one since it's the only scumgame of yours I've actually played, so I understand more properly the context of it all.
My argument was kinda weak though, at that moment it was kind like my suspicion on you + my reevaluation on Gorilla happening at the same time and it felt like I was connecting the dots and getting somewhere regarding my reads. So yeah I was tunnel-visioned. Still don't really feel great about either of you, though.
Do you think I'm scum, Marci?
no, i dont think scum would be confident enough to push a shitty meta read
i also think ur just spilling ur thoughts as they come to u and u arent scared of backlash.
1030 i dont see u as scum openly backing a miselim like that
i just think ur an idiot
Marci's response to me here isn't S/S. I think she'd be more eager to cast doubt on me if I was her partner, but she's trying to appeal to me to make me change my read on her. This isn't performative, she's interacting with me in a way that's trying to sway me, and that's simply not something that happens between 2 scum.
Marci never a moment questioned that I was town, which I think she would definitely do as town, but also if she was scum and I was also scum, as to distance or have a more nuanced take on her partner.
This entire back and forth is Marci trying to put out a fire. (This fire being my read on her)
Her specifically referring to her read on me as "tunneling" is her pushing me to question if my read is simply a result of tunneling, and thus stop it. I'm easily swayed like that. I also think her calling the read shitty is either frustration showing, or her trying to change my mind because of it. I often question my thought processes like that when it's put into question that harshly.
Also Marci calling me an idiot here isn't something she'd say if she wasn't actually frustrated. and I mean she wouldn't be frustrated with her partner's manufactured read on her. She's mad my read on her was accurate. I assume this was amplified by the fact I'd said I didn't want to read her on day 1, which perhaps gave her a false sense of security.
I also think 1380 in this exchange just isn't a scum post from me, also. I can't really pinpoint it but it feels distinctively town.
To note also is the disconnect in our tone and emotions. If this was something planned or manufactured between partners, we'd be on the same wavelength.
But Marci is angry with me and doesn't like my perspective, while I'm calm and in 1380 I want to hear her out, while Marci is straight up completely dismissive of the points I'm making. This is a townie genuinely trying to solve the game and scum trying to shake her perspective.