Tell me how not to hate mafia

[Nancy Drew 39]

I don’t think I really do it too much for that? I’ve made friends and have plenty of people on discord to talk to. I think I do it to not feel numb and I’m scared if I stop that’s what will happen and prolonged periods of emotional numbness is extremely detrimental to me because it’s so goddamned easy for me to do that if unchecked for long enough.

I also found out indirectly that playing mafia is really great for my ADD and also legit fear it getting worse if I stop. I seriously have experienced actual proof of this.

Sometimes I even don’t totally hate it. My favourite part is hydraing, that’s almost been a consistently rewarding experience for me, so that sometimes buffers the negative aspects because hydraing is like the most fun thing ever.

[T3]

You should definitely reconsider why you play mafia. I know for me the main thing I get out of it is a social circle when I’m kinda starved for them IRL. It’s why I stopped playing from December 2019 to July/August 2020, since I’d found a social circle that was fun to interact with and thus mafiascum lost a lot of its luster.

^same

[Nancy Drew 39]

[Cook]

I don’t think I really do it too much for that? I’ve made friends and have plenty of people on discord to talk to. I think I do it to not feel numb and I’m scared if I stop that’s what will happen and prolonged periods of emotional numbness is extremely detrimental to me because it’s so goddamned easy for me to do that if unchecked for long enough.

I also found out indirectly that playing mafia is really great for my ADD and also legit fear it getting worse if I stop. I seriously have experienced actual proof of this.

Sometimes I even don’t totally hate it. My favourite part is hydraing, that’s almost been a consistently rewarding experience for me, so that sometimes buffers the negative aspects because hydraing is like the most fun thing ever.

And I'm new to it and can't really Mafia to save myself. Maybe we should do something together!

[Nancy Drew 39]

You mean like hydra?

[Cook]

You mean like hydra?

yep

[Nancy Drew 39]

You mean like hydra?

yep

Sure, do you have discord and would be active?

[Cook]

You mean like hydra?

yep

Sure, do you have discord and would be active?

yes and yes

let me know if there's a game you indicate interest for

[Nancy Drew 39]

This is how I feel about playing mafia.

[Nancy Drew 39]

And this.

[Nancy Drew 39]

[Nancy Drew 39]

Sometimes words are redundant.

[Nancy Drew 39]

I’m currently undecided if I ever want to play another game of mafia, here or anywhere but I definitely do want to mod.

[Nancy Drew 39]

[Nancy Drew 39]

[Ythan]

Nice.

[Nancy Drew 39]