Pretty old. I avoid being specific but my beard is more grey than not and I'm on my 2nd career with 8 years of school in between the two. I think there are two things at play:
1.) I had some pretty bad things happen in a four year span as a child (8-11), and as a result I sabotaged things with my mom and adoptive father. It wasn't until I was in my mid 30s that my dad would even talk to me again. That was over matters of integrity, and I learned the very hard way that once you forfeit your integrity, it takes an absurd amount of time to regain it with the people who know you. That makes me particularly touchy about maters of integrity.
2.) I try to never start a fight, but if someone picks one with me, I will generally reciprocate and when I view it as instigated by someone else, I will gladly take responsibility for my part in it, but I feel like people also should take responsibility for their own part.
I was sort of anticipating your question, so hope that gives you an idea.
In post 4294, Cheetory6 wrote:I don't think you're a bad player Drixx. Part of my play this game was influenced by me not being in a great spot in general lately. Abrasiveness tends to wind me up quickly and I'm not the best at walking away/de-escalating conflict. It's definitely something I need to work on and I am in general trying to avoid being a piece of shit at people who I think are scum no matter how convinced I am in the future.
Don't worry about it mate. It takes two to tango. This game, by its very nature, causes friction and tension at times. It happens. I just hope everyone is good with each other now. Nobody likes fighting in mafia, I don't think.
