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In post 170, Titus wrote:
Right now, my initial callout is Snow Naerys geratim and Dave.
2nd game in a row day 1 people are just nailing the scum team. maybe my anti-day 1 stuff is actually BS ?
2nd game in a row people nailing the scum team except for me*
Btw gera, I’m playing up being annoyed with you from last game because it’s something I’d probably do lol distancing can be influenced by real emotions right?
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Post #49 (isolation #11) » Fri Mar 29, 2024 11:08 am
Postby KayJayQueue »
You’re in a neighborhood of 5 as the only scum there but most of them think there’s 2. You’re getting voted today and I don’t know how we can pivot the vote. I have no idea what happened in the neighborhood just that Titus was against revealing it and that Thom and Gypyx wanted to (and did) and town read each other.
The first lim day 1 was someone who barely contributed. The first kill was to give as little info as possible. Both were VT.
In post 61, KayJayQueue wrote:Who do you think the best person is for me to give a “confident” vote on?
Whatever you think fits your current in-game beliefs.
This may actually be voting me, to bring me back to e-2.
You'd need to carefully monitor the vote and remove it if I got to e-1, but if I'm at e-3, then you can afford to vote me, if it's something you'd do rn.
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Post #91 (isolation #22) » Fri Apr 12, 2024 6:25 am
Postby KayJayQueue »
He hasn’t even read the game and focused on me because I was the one pushing his slot before Penguin repped out so he was already biased. If nothing, Penguin repping out is what did this. But I’m not lying that I’m getting targeted for not knowing how to play the game. I post the same way with the same uncertainty as town and I’m always jumped on for not doing shit “correctly” therefore I’m scum. Even as town. I’m sick of it and I don’t like vets always using it against me without giving any room for the fact that I’m still learning how to play. It’s so discouraging.
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Post #92 (isolation #23) » Fri Apr 12, 2024 7:44 am
Postby KayJayQueue »
If he was town in any of my town games, he’d be doing this exact same thing. He just doesn’t like that I, as a player, play with uncertainty and caution. He THINKS it’s scum indicative but really it’s just my personality. So yeah the two games we’ve played I’ve been mafia, but none of my so called AtE were anything AI. It’s purely my frustration about things being attributed to me that are lies. I act the same way when it happens to me in town games and I get just as much shit for being defensive and posting “AtE”.
But will psyche go read my other games to see that? No, that would mean he has to walk back his reasoning and he can’t do that with 3 votes on him.
I hope if you read this post game psyche, you can take me seriously and understand that these are real emotions and not “caught scum” nonsense.
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Post #93 (isolation #24) » Fri Apr 12, 2024 8:25 am
Postby KayJayQueue »
Posting this again, but this time here, as a reminder to myself because it’s so unfortunately true:
I guess the problem is with my personality in general because I think I’m bad at everything and it dictates how I do pretty much anything, including play mafia. I’m always scared of doing the wrong thing and I’m learning that that makes for a shitty mafia player. It sucks because I really love playing but this seems to be consistently an issue in my games, and that means I’m the constant in the equation. I’m sorry I was taking it out on you, psyche. This is definitely my own issue that I need to work on.
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Post #94 (isolation #25) » Fri Apr 12, 2024 11:44 am
Postby KayJayQueue »
Ugh I’m really fighting myself right now because I didn’t do all that just to not be scumread but this is what it will look like to everyone when the game is over and worse, it’ll inform how people see me in future games. I’m not just throwing a fit because I don’t want to lose, I already figured we’d lose this game especially losing our partner so early. I wish i could just not be an emotional/defensive person and it makes me a terrible player. I want to get better though, but i feel like this issue will just follow me in every game I’m in. So far, it has.
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Post #110 (isolation #31) » Wed Apr 17, 2024 3:27 am
Postby KayJayQueue »
Snow or lycan. Is it smart to kill inside the hood?
? Actually yeah because they were saying they were discussing things in the hood and came to an understanding. I don’t like that since we can’t observe the behavior. I’d prefer snow yes. It keeps Thom/Gypyx as paranoia (for RN) and Titus to be sus.
I think it should be snow. And I think I’m still way more sus than you currently.
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Post #144 (isolation #45) » Mon Apr 29, 2024 6:46 am
Postby KayJayQueue »
Will I know whether or not Thomith is still active in the game? It’s approaching the end of the 5th day of him not posting in the main game thread. It’s hard to make decisions when one player is pretty much nonexistent lol
In post 92, KayJayQueue wrote:
If he was town in any of my town games, he’d be doing this exact same thing. He just doesn’t like that I, as a player, play with uncertainty and caution. He THINKS it’s scum indicative but really it’s just my personality. So yeah the two games we’ve played I’ve been mafia, but none of my so called AtE were anything AI. It’s purely my frustration about things being attributed to me that are lies. I act the same way when it happens to me in town games and I get just as much shit for being defensive and posting “AtE”.
But will psyche go read my other games to see that? No, that would mean he has to walk back his reasoning and he can’t do that with 3 votes on him.
I hope if you read this post game psyche, you can take me seriously and understand that these are real emotions and not “caught scum” nonsense.
ahhh but this is how you threw me off! the emotion felt so real i had to conclude against reason that you were town! amazing redirection anyway
The emotion was real This is why I can’t handle being scum because even as town I get defensive and emotional and I make these long dumb emotional posts trying to defend myself and all it does is make people not believe me. I don’t know how to change my entire personality to be better at mafia though lol