song lyrics

[Black]

I don't wanna post my face anymore
It doesn't have the same appeal as before the days of strangers' gazes
Looking 'round at girls that made it
But what can I do? It's better if you do
I'm tied down too tight, by all these
Phone screen obligations, e-Asphyxiation

[Ythan]

Oariá raiô
Obá obá obá

[light_ganski]

Honey, you're familiar, like my mirror years ago
Idealism sits in prison, chivalry fell on his sword
Innocence died screaming, honey ask me I should know
I slithered here from Eden just to sit outside your door

[Black]

I check the doors, check the windows and pull the blinds
I check the clock, wondering what he’ll pull this time
I have a feeling that necromancer is outside
And I’m just tryna stay quiet
I don’t sleep much, that’s crazy, how’d you know that?
Keep myself up, that’s maybe how you know that
Ooh, promises and contracts I used to keep

[Ythan]

Hey pal feeling blue?
Don't know what to do?
Hey pal I mean you!
Yeah!

[Black]

Well she got a side
To her I wanna run from
She'll turn a warm afternoon
Into a cold, cold one
Well Eve grabbed the apple
And Adam took a bite
And now all these years later
And the math still ain't right
With a scornful woman
A scornful woman

[Gamma Emerald]

Listen up, there's not a moment to spare
It's quite a drop from the top. So how you feeling down there?
It’s a cold, cruel, harsh reality
Got stuck here with your enemies

[Ythan]

Can I do one more immediately?

[Black]

Break your bed and then the sofa
I wanna pull you closer
Everybody wants to know ya
But me
I only want one thing

[Gimli]

I'm not trying to be someone
I'm not trying to be someone
I'm not trying to be someone
I'm not
So stop trying to be someone
So stop trying to be someone
So stop trying to be someone
So stop

[Formerfish]

I can't forgive myself for the things I've done
It's like every bad decision I've made has led me to this point
Guess it's all my fault that I've grown into a man I hate
And now I'm all alone

This excessive guilt is making me feel sick
(And I can't seem)
To escape my own reality

Give me a break

I've had enough of all the fucking what-ifs
And constant overthinking
'Cause I'm about to lose my mind over some stupid shit
Trying so hard to accept my mistakes, my regrets
Yet, here I am with the same thoughts stuck in my head

So go ahead and blame it on me
(I already do anyway)
It's just who I am

I'm unable to change the way I think
A broken record of the same old things
I've tried to bury, and I know it doesn't make any sense
But I can't forgive what I can't forget

'Cause of the guilt that keeps on weighing me down
It's like my, it's like my inner voice is telling me lies
So now I'm, so now I'm fighting every feeling inside
Before I spiral down to where I wanna fucking die

Always ending up in the same place
Over and over again
Damn, I just can't believe I am
Always ending up in the same place
Over and over a-

I wish I could forget all that I've done wrong
It's like every bad decision I've made has led me to this point
And now I'm all alone
Without knowing what to do or say
It's hard to explain
But it's so easy being hard on yourself when you're not well
And to turn to self-blame
When it's in your DNA

Blame it on me
This excessive guilt makes me feel sick
And I can't fucking seem
To set myself free

[light_ganski]

I′m in the rafters looking down
It's cold up here
Between walls of stone
I made my home

And the air hangs
Heavy with the incense
Feathers fall from pigeons
Cooing in the tower

I rarely go down there
The view′s just so beautiful from here
And I can see everybody
At their worst points
At their worst points

I'm not a sadist, I enjoy just being able
To be witness of the loneliness and be a higher power
In case there isn't one
In case there isn′t one

I′m not a higher power, I just live in the ceiling cause
I′m lonely on the fringes, and it gives my life some meaning
In the exile
In my exile



The grey light filters through roof slabs
And the flagstones glow
Bright from the stained-glass
A hundred feet below
As I tiptoe
Creaking over prayers
Pleading with their maker
Crying with the choir



I'm not immune to the sincerity below me
Makes me feel, it makes me holy, but through tears I understand
That I do not belong
No, I do not belong

Watching the figures, all the saints, but mostly sinners
Come and go and some are desperate, but the others have
The sense that they do belong
And I do not belong

Some only turn towards the heavens when the end
Is feeling desperate, have the overwhelming feeling
That there′s nobody who's looking down
At least I′m looking down

[Black]

Money won't wake one day and say,
"I don't love you quite the same"
Money don't cheat, don't leave, don't lie
But money won't heal your pain