Blitz 9: KATSUKI'S MADNESS PREQUEL-DICE OF FATE-GAME OVER

[MattP]

Like I would draw that comparison if I was scum

Whatever dawg, Ill ttyl

[kanyeknowsbest]

i wish all my friends could be town and we could all get along and have a nice time 2gether : ]

[Lady Lambdadelta]

Like I would draw that comparison if I was scum

Whatever dawg, Ill ttyl

Don't forget your mutual respect! You left it back here with your class.

[Nachomamma8]

When I first voted LLD today this was the third-to-last scenario I had in mind of how it would play out

Did the other two involve you suddenly becoming a bearable human being to be around?

before you give me a hard time for my play here please bear in mind how you've acted towards me in that last game, you ruined my life for a month. Like seriously, I only didn't replace out out of respect for the player list (it was half you half tierce but whatever). I still respect you and enjoy your presence, I hope that's mutual!

this is how games get that way, by the way

[Lady Lambdadelta]

Nacho, vote me and get this over with. I wouldn't want to taint anyone's mutual respect any further.

[MattP]

You berated me for pages and pages and pages and cursed at me and all caps

I wouldn't have brought it up if you didn't say I was intolerable right now

Its insanely irritating that you're calling my personal character into play when you are definitely in the same playing field

[Nachomamma8]

he's hurt. you're hurt.
you know this isn't the right way to approach this.

[Lady Lambdadelta]

You berated me for pages and pages and pages and cursed at me and all caps

I wouldn't have brought it up if you didn't say I was intolerable right now

Its insanely irritating that you're calling my personal character into play when you are definitely in the same playing field

Good, I'm glad you're irritated. Maybe now you can stop with your false fucking grace, and talk to me on real fucking terms.

You get me?

[Nachomamma8]

i wish all my friends could be town and we could all get along and have a nice time 2gether : ]

[Lady Lambdadelta]

he's hurt. you're hurt.
you know this isn't the right way to approach this.

Give me one reason. One good reason to stop, and I will.

[Nachomamma8]

because i hate to see things like this happen.

i don't think matt was being fake to him with his aggression/immediate apologies afterwards; i think he's talking to you in his voice but feels bad doing so because it feels aggressive to him. i don't think that doing this is going to make you feel better, i don't think you hurting him is going to make you feel better/is something that you actually want.

[Lady Lambdadelta]

fine, whatever. Of course I don't want to hurt him and of course it doesn't make me feel better.

I've just had it with this whole fake grace bullshit he's trying to pull. It's been obvious since day 1 when he made that comment he's got a fucking beef with me, and it's been passive aggressive ever since, and before I could push it off with a joke becaus eI was emotionally all there, but I am exhausted mentally and physically. Even now the room is fucking spinning as I write this, and no amount of deep breaths fixes it.

So I'd rather he just fucking come out and have it fucking out with me, instead of forcing me to deal with this BULLSHIT from him. I'm tired of it.

[Lady Lambdadelta]

And if I'm being honest with myself, that's probably at least half why I am voting myself right now. Normally if I wanted to 1v1 someone I'd vote them and just fucking go at them the whole time, because as a townie, it's my responsibility to try my best to stay alive, even when I'm 1v1ing.

I don't care about that anymore. This isn't optimal for my wincon because I can't control if you fucks lynch him tomorrow but I don't

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[MattP]

Me for 70.

yeah...for sure...

You don't agree?

I never interact with you and I gave you a 9 because of what you've done for the transgender community here. I'm one of probably many people who are an acquaintance of yours that view you very fondly

You're going to definitely at least make top 30

Just saying.

I really try not to let mafia games affect my opinions of people outside of games

[MattP]

Like, yeah, that was a rough game, but I was serious when I was saying I still really respect you

[Lady Lambdadelta]

I don't think I could have written a more emotionally neutral placcation if I tried.

Like surely you have some kind of emotional response. Fuck your respect, I don't want your respect.

Like, hate, enjoy, distaste anything.

Give me any indication you're fucking human. Stop talking from behind a fucking wall.

[Lady Lambdadelta]

I don't give a shit what I've done for the trans community. I'll fucking lock the thread and delete the thread right now. I'll take away every inch of whateevr you "respect" me for, I don't care.

Just stop trying to be neutral and fucking give a shit. One way or another. Hate me, like me, don't care about me, care about me, WHATEVER. Just give me some kind of.... AHHHH

For fucks sake this is the shit that bothers me the most.

[MattP]

Im fucking tired

I had a huge exam this morning that marks the beginning of my winter break, I'm in medical school, I'm just completely beat and I haven't been able to sleep at all and I've been studying in a hole 14 hours a day

I can't portray the emotions you want from me right now, especially not over text, Im sorry if that's not good enough

[Lady Lambdadelta]

Im fucking tired

I had a huge exam this morning that marks the beginning of my winter break, I'm in medical school, I'm just completely beat and I haven't been able to sleep at all and I've been studying in a hole 14 hours a day

I can't portray the emotions you want from me right now, especially not over text, Im sorry if that's not good enough

We're in similar fucking boats, dude. I just wrote my fucking Behavioural Neurobiology final and then immediately flew from St. John's Newfoundland to Seattle, Washington.

I don't need fucking your life emotional story, jsut that you're fucking feeling anything. Even "tired and empty" is fine, just not this stupid placating bullshit.

[Lady Lambdadelta]

Cause when it's obvious you have a fucking problem with me, and you fucking hide it behind "respect" and "you're better than this" it's just fake and shallow and mean.

And that's all I felt from you. Mean, cruel behaviour, grown from an issue with me.

And I won't deal with it.

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Cause when it's obvious you have a fucking problem with me, and you fucking hide it behind "respect" and "you're better than this" it's just fake and shallow and mean.

And that's all I felt from you. Mean, cruel behaviour, grown from an issue with me.

And I won't deal with it.

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[Nachomamma8]

Cause when it's obvious you have a fucking problem with me, and you fucking hide it behind "respect" and "you're better than this" it's just fake and shallow and mean.

And that's all I felt from you. Mean, cruel behaviour, grown from an issue with me.

And I won't deal with it.

matt apologizes after his aggression because he wants to explicitly tell how he feels but he also feels bad being that aggressive about things

which is something i think you understand because you've dealt with me before

[duckcake]

time 4 a vc