I was town.
this game should have been easy to win, I worked so hard at setting up on d1 for a town win. so hard. you know I have not been lynched very often but as of late I have had to eat 3 mislynches. it is ridiculous that I am getting lynched for the reasons that are given. there are a couple of mislynches that I have earned, titanium my very first game and lord tater where I antagonised thorella to the point where he wanted to get rid of me. I did not earn this 1. I. did. not. earn. this. 1.
I remember in asofai when thorella was being strung up as a utility lynch and mara was being strung up for really dumb meta reasons, the pain I could hear in their posts. it pulled at the heartstrings at the time but it is an entirely different thing to experience it first hand. I think I worked harder in this game than I have in nearly all of my games cos I looked at the playerlist and got excited and was all like "yes it can happen! town can win!". I think the heart (and the brains) went out of the game when mastina went awol.
this game was so disappointing and it had so much potential! and it just makes me sad. I poured a lot of time and energy into this game and mebbe the lesson here is that I really need to detach a bit and not get so invested. cos sitting here and basically crying a bit sucks and really shouldn't be happeningg! but I don't play mafia just for fun I also play to learn things about myself and other people. and I guess I just have to sit back and say, "I did all I could". it just hurts to have all of some1's efforts be so...dismissed.
there is not 1 good reason to lynch me, not 1. but I know when I first joined this site I wound up in a couple of lylos and could not see the trees cos of the fog and made really really stupid choices in a couple of lylos so I guess I can understand how you can wind up not being able to see a goddamn thing The Mist is so thick, it happens I guess.
I am not entirely sure who is scum. I think shos is scummy as fuck and I find tso's hard defense a little bizarre but their blatant fist-bumping bromance and their complete and total steering of the game is almost too scummy to be scum. their reasoning is so BAD and tso's flat out does not care what the answers to his questions are <---- this is mind-boggingly bad. I dunno.
pecan pie - in 8 sites and over 200 games you are the
conftown player I have ever encountered. you completely fucked your team over and if we lose a good portion of this loss is at your feet. I mean why do you even sign up for games if all you are going to do is lurk them out, not engage the players and then show up at dl with a shitty case leaving no time to refute the misreps? why bother? on a jerome scale of 1 to 10 you are a fucking 25 and I really hope that I do not have the displeasure of playing with you ever again.
usually at this time scum hangs back cos they are so close to winning and they don't want to screw it up. that points to guyett and star. guyett never let me in ever and I reached out so many times. if he is town then I get the message loud and clear; I am just not good enough for you. you shot me n1 in 1 game and refuse to interact with me in another and then lynch by poe when it isn't about poe it seems to be about who you think is valuable and i hear you that you think I am less than that of a player. cos by poe I should be the most cleared player here. with my votes, my play and my associations. if you are scum okay well good job I guess. ironically it doesn't change the way I feel.
star if you are town, what a disappointment.
scorp I did not like how you abdicated responsibility for your vote by sheeping a conftown who obviously did not give a fuck about the game.
mebbe it can turn around tomorrow. I hope so. I have been in mylos where we did just that. so the situ is not hopeless it just isn't easy.
lesson learned: DETACH FROM THE OUTCOME MOLLIE OR IT WILL BREAK YOUR HEART!!!
anyways good luck. I certainly don't envy the remaining town.
peace