First of all: literally holding a gun to my head to make me talk about it when the mod said not to talk about it isnt classy. (Look at me, burning bridges.) But whatever, lets talk about it then. Sure. Pedit: you unvoted me. Well Thanks About That.
I dont really know where you got it into your head that i was intentionally initiating any mech tests. Feel free to go back and like. Read what happened. I didnt even originally have any thought about you. You were just town to me. Right. I thought egospray was lying bc i thought they had softed pr (because what ambiguity about VANILLA TOWNIE needs to be fixed right? Obviously i was wrong but again, besides the point.) but then they softed VT in like the same post by saying "oo maybe its mountainous lol!"
So i thought they were LYING which is a thing that SCUM often do so i wanted to grill them about it. Like. I didnt know it would result in this WHOLE ORDEAL. I was just like here is a Weird thing Egospray said. Then skitter is like VT here. I got the same mistake. Then you claim VT bc i thought hey magus (who i still think is town at this point in the story) you have some fun box role??? And youre like nah im vt. Understandable have a Nice Day. Right.
Then skitter is like so you got the VT thing too? The VT mistake? And she proceeds to ask you that three times and you dont answer and ask her not to keep asking you this. Do you Understand Why Now I'm Curious About Your Behavior at this stage in the game. And im like well hey magus. How about you answer that question. At this stage i have a sneaking suspicion that the game is solved, like its between magus and skygazer. Now obviously in light of new events: maybe im not thinking that so much anymore right! But anyway back to the flashback: So maybe i get excited and maybe a little pushy. If thats the case, im sorry. Now to my knowledge, unless i blacked out and went apeshit on this thread, that is basically the extent of my inquiry.
ITS IMPORTANT THAT YOU KNOW: i literally did not fucking know scum knew about the VT mistake. In fact this probably means im literally the only fucking person who did not know about the VT mistake. I obviously didnt know scum had access to the vt role pm if i knew that then of course egospray and skitter arent clear but behaviorally they are still much more town. Like. You think skitter is scum? And is like "hey schadd whats that vanilla townie role pm look like??? I wanna see it!!" Just for funsies!! I have never ever ever ever even thought to do that as scum for a split ass second. I dont know if anyone has. You think i was supposed to just Know that scum has the VT role pm just chilling in the scum pt? When *i* hadnt even seen the role pm myself? Do you play games where thats a thing??? Like hey! Maybe thats a thing! I dont know! I barely play this shitty fucked up antagonistic enemy-making little game that we call
life
mafia. The point is: i dont know how you would expect me, as a
hot, dope, and talented
human woman walking this earth side by side with all of you, to read what skitter posts and be like "ooo look she knows about the VT thing. She COULD BE SCUM WHO ALSO READ THE VT PM!!!" im sorry if it makes me a bad scumhunter but. That thought will never cross my head like fucking ever.
BOTTOM LINE
Im very long and mostly seriousposting and risking schadds wrath because I just want you to understand why i did the things that i did. And what i was thinking. Youre painting me as an asshole who purposely abused rules to like, punch you in the face. I really really really dont like that. Like im upset by that. Skitter and i shouldnt have done that. It was a mistake. I got caught up and excited in thinking we solved the game. I think skitter kind of did too but i wont speak for her. Point is: we know we fucked up. But it was a mistake. And if i really was an asshole to you, im sorry. And i meant it when i apologized then and i mean it when i apologize now. I just dont want you to think im an asshole. Like at this point i just want to be town not in the game (well i mean it would be dope if you did townread me in the game.) but in real life. to you. Because i thought we were vibing. Like this whole game we were just vibing so hard.
Anyway. Hope that answers your question i am now awaiting: schadds wrath for Talking about it
also as a sidenote hoping everyone comes to the same conclusion about what my role mechanic is as i have
