It's become apparent that as much as I want to fight this out, I can't win. This is going to be another blown day, despite promising to myself that last one, now this one, is when I will make it happen. This is going to be another blown game because I never will make it happen.
I've got the passion, stronger than I ever have in 8 years of playing. I wanted this one to be it, that final one before I could move on. But just like always, I can't make the time. I think my time's been up, and it's been up for a long while. I just couldn't really ever accept that.
I'm sorry everyone. I wish I had joined earlier, instead of wasting 6 years with a poor level of competition. Still, even washed up and past my prime, it was a lot of fun while it lasted. And I love you and I love the game all the same.
Requesting Replacement
Do me a favor and eat them alive.