Mini 2167: Illicit Substances Mafia (Game Over!)

[Bell]

What's the problem with voicing that concern?

This isn't a bizarre twilight. Tammy intentionally kept the thread open for something or other.

[morph the cat]

I think I'm done for now. I want to see the actual flip, take a short break from the game and then dig in during the night phase.

[Bell]

Take your time.

[PlusJOYED]

why did i just now find out you're not supposed to admit you're scum in twilight, in a long ass twilight too
*sigh*

[Bell]

Learning curve.

Don’t mind it. Thanks for playing with me.

[zMuffinMan]

proper procedure as caught scum is to tell us who youre scum with actually

[zMuffinMan]

ill forgive you for not immediately doing that because, as bell said, learning curve

[April Ludgate]

Good work town

[April Ludgate]

Same applies

[The Bulge]

I have about 40 pages of reading to do if I want to understand what happened today. probably close to 80 to fully catch up. I feel so wildly lost in any game where i'm not 100% read and caught up. and I'm sorry for what an inactive slot in my position does to the state of the game. i wanna say more in post-game but i guess that's it for now. i won't make any more promises for now. I am sorry, this is not even a little bit how i wanted to play this game or any game

[Nachomamma8]

The point of this game is that the path to becoming a bad person is going through a bad experience or making a poor decision and NOT taking away from it at the end of the day. It's okay to do shitty things that you regret; we are human, we all miss the target from time to time. What draws me more to Buddhism than almost anything else is its emphasis on balance, and its emphasis on processing emotions instead of suppressing them or judging. It is OK to mess up; it is OK to feel bad about messing up because keeping your mistakes in mind is what helps you from repeating them in the future. It is OK to feel shitty about yourself every once in a while; it is better to understand what's making you feel the way you are, process that emotion, and grow from it - shoving it in a bottle to deal with it later never works in my ridiculously limited experience.

There's also never a point where you decide to become a bad person. And while I don't think we decide to become bad people, there are points where we become bad influences, where we become toxic, where we become detrimental to the very people that we are trying to help. Where we are afraid to feel guilty, where we are afraid to take responsibility for our mistakes in an interaction because a vast majority of the time it takes two to tango. There are people like Mr. Eko, people who make difficult choices for greater good or people who take the darkness into themselves for other people. And then there are people like my stepmother.

I share her love for "headbanging music" - she was the one who taught me that music could evoke an emotional state that could empower you to do whatever the fuck you wanted to do. I share her love for nature, and animals - without her, I never would have formed the bond that I had with my cat Pepper, whose loss can still bring tears to my eyes 6 years later. I appreciate that she brought out in my mom and I a willingness to confront bigotry whenever it was found. But she made the wrong choice when she decided that bright-eyed young, innocent me was an obstacle to the relationship she had with my mom. She made the wrong choice when she chased me around the house with a broom. She made the wrong choice when she kicked us out and made us homeless. She became a parasite, which is why the day I moved out of the house and went to college was the last day I had anything to say to her.

It's much easier to wrong people when you lose track of their humanity and your vision begins to blur when it reaches anything beyond your inner circle (or worse yet, when it reaches anything past you). I hope that doesn't happen to me.

PlusJOYED, Exploitation (One-Shot Rolecop), aligned with the

Mafia

, cut out of our lives Day 2!

Night 2 officially begins!!

Deadline is Thursday @ 2:30 AM CST because I'd like to open the thread before I leave for work on Thursday.
If you complain loud enough I can extend the night and will make an announcement in thread doing so.

Please submit all actions in either PT or PM them to me (and NOT Tammy) - I don't want to have to wake her up and make her log in before I leave for work Thursday morning because she's often cranky when I do that.

[Nachomamma8]

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[Nachomamma8]

No one has died.

Maid Cafe has been temporarily removed from the game. They cannot post, vote, nor be voted.

[Secret Tunnel]

First.

And I’m not going to tunnel him I think his read has very little basis and it annoys me.

[morph the cat]

What the actual fuck.

[morph the cat]

What kind of role is literally capable of removing player for multiple game days.

That is so incredibly unfun.

[Secret Tunnel]

Just treat them as confscum if they were town scum would know they’d be a free misclown today.

[morph the cat]

A role with actions that span 2 nights?

I'd like for 420 to say who he protected n1/2

[Remilia Scarlet]

i give this an interesting / 10

[Secret Tunnel]

I’m most curious if April has a PT with muffin now tbh

[Nachomamma8]

Vote Count 3.1

Day Three Begins!

“I felt like my mind had been ripped apart, and I continued to doubt everything that I had ever done or said… I feel I had some sort of post-traumatic stress from this experience. I felt I had developed a social disorder because I could not talk to strangers and I felt like I would have an anxiety attack just looking someone in the eye… 25I-NBOMe was NOT a drug to play with… I will never take 25I again.” —F.M.

Not Voting (9)

: April Ludgate, The Bulge, morph the cat, zMuffinMan, Bell, Remilia Scarlet, midway bear, 420 Blaze It, Secret Tunnels

Maid Cafe can't post, vote or be voted today.

With 9 votes in play it takes 5 to send to rehab.

Deadline:

Friday, October 29 at 9:00 pm.

Countdown:

(expired on 2020-10-29 21:00:00)

[midwaybear]

umm
well Rem and Maid should be clear by interactions
420 needs to claim target yeah

[morph the cat]

Maid should be clear by interactions

Unpack this one.

[Secret Tunnel]

In all honesty I think if we clear the playerlist not in

Morph
April
Bulge
Remi
Bell
Muffin (depending on if he has a pt with April now)

We win?

[Remilia Scarlet]

need much adult

p-edit: maid is anything but cleared right now on account of literally being uninteractable in the game for 2 days