I didn't and still dont have a read on you. As for why, its hard to say. You just dont ping either way. I think I know who you are now and knowing that, you are probably town here for your posts but prior to that, your play was fairly null to me given you seemed towny in reaching out but also had this amount of hyper focus on me.
No I definitely was not afraid to interact with you. I am a person that breaks under pressure and it leads to a lot of anger and frustration every time and so much that I tend to just ignore play styles similar to yours/avoid them because as I've said, I break under pressure. And once I break, I end up dying early. It's a problem on my end that has nothing really to do with you tbh. Your type of play style just tends to get the worse half of me.
In post 245, Fey wrote:Interacting with the townstump instead of trying to solve/interact with people who are making efforts with you is not towny behavior, and neither is the way that you treated Dunnstral. I believe that you are trying to pocket everyone else right now because you do not have meaningful answers to my questions.
This is not what pocketing looks like from me. It just isn't. I'm much more under the radar as scum and if I can make it through games with hundreds of pages with not a single shitfight, I could do it here if scum. I just have encountered lots of problems with my play style recently and am a lot more hostile when I feel like I'm in danger which I 100% feel this as town more than scum just because I tend to die early as town but never as scum.
In post 255, Fey wrote:I feel like Batsunami ignoring me has had a spillover effect to other people not wanting to chime in... which is most likely what they want, for me to be tuned out.
I did want you tuned out. Take it as a way I try to protect myself sometimes. If I had known earlier, I wouldn't have chosen this path.
In post 270, Fey wrote:I thought that you wanted to be unfiltered earlier, right? Isn't your anger/irritation being posted at me more unfiltered than bottling it up?
I try to bottle it nowadays yes. In the games where I blow up and break under pressure, the words said and the fight that happens is much worse than what happened here and I am not lying at all. It hurts me a lot every time I break and I just felt attacked and in danger with your constant questioning. It was giving me too many flashbacks to many games where I died day 1 for cracking under pressure.
