Mewbie 2094 -- GAME OVER

[syugar]

Like, what are your thoughts on Bella? The reasons you have stated today for townreading her have been pretty light, to my understanding, it you don't seem worried about it at all, even though when I flip town here you have catboi staring you down who is pretty set on eliminating you. ELO doesn't look good, it looks like you'd have no agency. What's your contingency if Bella is scum? Why aren't you asking her any questions or trying to sus her out? Are you just 100% confident that it's me?

[syugar]

Also, if you townread catboi, who I've played with for many, many years and has cultivated a townread on me, why haven't you asked him questions about why he townreads me to try and sponge him and increase your accuracy here?

[Lukewarm]

I don't even think you have considered the idea that I may be town here during our entire conversation in the last few hours.

In the last few hours, I probably haven't.

From the way you jumped on my wagon following catboi, the arguements you have made, the 180 to voting bella, to a 180 back to casing me has all screamed scum to me and that is all that I have been seeing.

Next time I get back on, I'll do a tunnel check

I feel a lot calmer writing this post then the others I have written tonight, moving form my computer to my bed can do that lol

[Lukewarm]

Like, what are your thoughts on Bella?

I was pretty 50/50 on the two of you until the stuff that made me really really sure that you were scum - so it is less anything that she did, and more that she suddenly looked a lot better comparatively

This will be part of the tunnel check. So, something for tomorrow.

[Lukewarm]

Also, if you townread catboi, who I've played with for many, many years and has cultivated a townread on me, why haven't you asked him questions about why he townreads me to try and sponge him and increase your accuracy here?

Because he unvoted me, and voiced suspicion on you - so it seemed like he was unsure of his own read there, and so I was not expecting a lot of insight from him on the topic

[syugar]

I don't even think you have considered the idea that I may be town here during our entire conversation in the last few hours.

In the last few hours, I probably haven't.

From the way you jumped on my wagon following catboi, the arguements you have made, the 180 to voting bella, to a 180 back to casing me has all screamed scum to me and that is all that I have been seeing.

That bothers me, because I have been trying to explain my thought process all day, and it doesn't look like you're interested in the other aisle. I have talked and collaborated with you and admitted when I am wrong (not as first, because I was bullheaded, but I came around) and have been open to communicating and you have completely shut me out. News flash here, if we're both town and you manage to convince jpeg to elim me today, it's highly probable we're going to lose this game. You are so consumed by this singular thought that you have this solved, it's scary. That's probably the biggest thing that is making me /want/ to vote for you now. I don't feel like you have enough consideration for the endgame of a really hard match. I don't think I have been so scummy today as to have been outed to that degree.

Because he unvoted me, and voiced suspicion on you - so it seemed like he was unsure of his own read there, and so I was not expecting a lot of insight from him on the topic

That makes sense when we're reading around the first half of the day, so it isn't unbelievable. But now, 1236:

VOTE: lukewarm

If syugar's scum after that last page, I'm snowed.

fwiw my posting today has less to do with indecision/paralysis and more an inability to focus at all to form coherent thoughts (too easily distractible). I had points I wanted to make against luke, was slightly weirded out by syugar's posting at the start of the phase (because the thought of deflated scum had entered my head) and so backed off, wanted to take time to consider things being said before making a move.

Looks pretty emphatic. I am not sure why it didn't make you curious.

And yeah, this is a good time to sleep on everything. See you tomorrow.

[Lukewarm]

That bothers me, because I have been trying to explain my thought process all day, and it doesn't look like you're interested in the other aisle. I have talked and collaborated with you and admitted when I am wrong (not as first, because I was bullheaded, but I came around) and have been open to communicating and you have completely shut me out. News flash here, if we're both town and you manage to convince jpeg to elim me today, it's highly probable we're going to lose this game. You are so consumed by this singular thought that you have this solved, it's scary. That's probably the biggest thing that is making me /want/ to vote for you now. I don't feel like you have enough consideration for the endgame of a really hard match. I don't think I have been so scummy today as to have been outed to that degree.

This post, in my gut, feels like manipulation... Gonna add it to the list of things to look back at tomorrow.

I already said that tomorrow I will re-evaluate. I am aware that I have a tendency to get tunneled. I have been called out for it before.

[catboi]

i can't do this tonight

[catboi]

UNVOTE:

just to be sure

[syugar]

Wow man, I am spent after that. lmao

I'm awake again and hovering the thread for any questions

[Cat.Jpeg]

Okay, I've been trying to read posts only to realise I haven't actually processed any of the words, im exhausted right now. I know I haven't contributed much after being cleared. I have a feeling Syugar is town. He keeps saying he's gonna leave and then coming back. I know there's a thing where its assumed mafia care more about winning and might be more likely to do this but it feels not like that.

[syugar]

Okay, I've been trying to read posts only to realise I haven't actually processed any of the words, im exhausted right now. I know I haven't contributed much after being cleared. I have a feeling Syugar is town. He keeps saying he's gonna leave and then coming back. I know there's a thing where its assumed mafia care more about winning and might be more likely to do this but it feels not like that.

Sorry, I know it's a lot for a newbie game. I didn't expect the gamestate to end up this weird.

[syugar]

Where are you at with your other reads, though?

[Bellaphant]

I've read syugar and catboi in iso, now for Luke

[catboi]

Okay, I've been trying to read posts only to realise I haven't actually processed any of the words, im exhausted right now. I know I haven't contributed much after being cleared. I have a feeling Syugar is town. He keeps saying he's gonna leave and then coming back. I know there's a thing where its assumed mafia care more about winning and might be more likely to do this but it feels not like that.

that's okay, it's not an easy position at all

[Lukewarm]

I'll be around for questions, but not feeling solving atm.

I don't really know where to go. Syugar's change in tone and approach with me towards the end of our conversation really disarmed me in a way that I am not sure how to feel about.

[Lukewarm]

I'll make an effort to do some rereading tomorrow

[syugar]

I'll be around for questions, but not feeling solving atm.

I don't really know where to go. Syugar's change in tone and approach with me towards the end of our conversation really disarmed me in a way that I am not sure how to feel about.

I don't have any for you but it may be a good time for you to ask catboi about his read on me

I don't want to do it cuz I don't want to seem vain

[Lukewarm]

I don't have any for you but it may be a good time for you to ask catboi about his read on me

I don't want to do it cuz I don't want to seem vain

@catboi

will you explain your syugar read?

[catboi]

I don't have any for you but it may be a good time for you to ask catboi about his read on me

I don't want to do it cuz I don't want to seem vain

@catboi

will you explain your syugar read?

in a general sense the panicked flail and rapid swinging about is a lot more of how I expect town to act in these situations

[syugar]

I don't have any for you but it may be a good time for you to ask catboi about his read on me

I don't want to do it cuz I don't want to seem vain

@catboi

will you explain your syugar read?

in a general sense the panicked flail and rapid swinging about is a lot more of how I expect town to act in these situations

well that was unsatisfying lol

[catboi]

I don't have any for you but it may be a good time for you to ask catboi about his read on me

I don't want to do it cuz I don't want to seem vain

@catboi

will you explain your syugar read?

in a general sense the panicked flail and rapid swinging about is a lot more of how I expect town to act in these situations

well that was unsatisfying lol

story of my life

[catboi]

I'm spent, it's too hard to understand anything, none of the words are helpful

[catboi]

like in theory this is the time to shine and demonstrate to the newbies how to go about trying to figure out the game and find the last mafia, I just don't have the drive

[syugar]

I'm waiting for what Bella says next before I cast a vote here