In post 1395, Chevre wrote:UT: I don't have a problem with you now gurl. That's what I was trying to say. I guess if that is you and Kise's thing I just have a hard time processing it I spose.
50 Shades: this was the post I was thinking of. The "thoughts" on ooba and Shinobi in particular feel very loosey-goosey. It seems like they are truly thoughts for most of it and there's no indication as to what is scummy out of these interactions or not. Like obviously you have reads on UT, but what does that ooba paragraph even mean? You say he's acting differently from a game where he was scum, but you don't trust him, that's what I'm reading?
lemme see if I can make this more clear: I am unsure on ooba. I only have 1 completed game with him, he was scum, nero and I thought he was scum but I was nked night 1 so that isn't much to go on. he is quite different in this game in a way that I cannot I articulate except to say I find myself
so the biggest thing that you are seeing is self-doubt and not trusting myself. my growth process on this site has been painfully slow like there are snails that are faster. but I have had a recent peptalk with myself after I reread the dance mechanic game in micros where I drove reck to premature balding and I am going to try to stick with my townreads until I have reason to not do it anymore. there something that I have been working on and I even have a spreadsheet on it where I am starting to think that a player's weakness can be found in their greatest strengths. interestingly enough I am studying and using ooba in this game as sort of a test subject with this along with some other players in other games so it will be interesting to see if I am right (and my ooba gut read tells me it is) then I will have a language and a way of scumhunting that will probably shift my play on this site into a quantum leap (finally). it will give me a concrete way to focus in games and hopefully cut back on the meltdowns.
so after obvtowning my slot up! do you know who I am mentioning a ton? oobaoobaooba. do you know who I want to stay away from? shinobi. like I get nothing from him. not even a blip. normally this would send alarm bells but I am wondering if it is just cos he is new and we just haven't clicked in a game yet. we have 1 completed game together but I got blindsighted by desp in that game early on and was completely thrown off balance and it pretty much handicapped me. so it is a vague feeling of uncertainty about him that I am going to need time to look into. I probably shld reread that game.
does this help in any way? cos if doesn't I am going to stop wall posting in games. what I find strange is that you pulled up a post from d1 w/o considering that my reads will morph with more info but I am wondering if this was just your way of trying to obtain more info yourself?