Like.In post 2572, mastina wrote:You know what would help me get my shit together? Not having to read ten new pages every fucking time I come to this thread, so that I have the time to actually read the fucking thread.
To go into more detail here.
I feel like I could actually get people here to mostly stop fighting.
I feel like I could actually maybe get people to be unified.
Like. In this game, there are THIRTEEN players I have experience with--not just a little, but quite a bit.
Like. That's almost the entire game. So not only should I have relatively accurate reads...
...But even if I didn't.
Even if I fucking sucked.
...I should be able to UNIFY those players because of them I know how to work with a minimum of nine--more than enough to get a lynch going.
I feel like I should be able to do so. I feel like I should be able to tell people: "Stop going after these players; you're being stupid to do so." I feel like I should be able to be doing that right now, to be getting them to work together and actually fucking unifying the town on a front to lynch a player who is actually scum.
But this game is draining my stamina faster than it by all rights should. I'm getting exhausted just trying to keep pace on the game--yet alone, make progress in it. I'm doing what I can, but sorry, I can't function at 100% in these conditions. Not yet anyway. Not until I can get my full fire back ignited.