I don't really still have time to reply, but I'll say what I can.
The only point I'll concede on Toxic on was that he said scummy. I guess what I was trying to drive home (not reading back what I wrote), is that I haven't really gotten the feel that I was scum at all from Toxic until I made a post explaining how I found Abaddon scummy and how I think he is scum sitting on a vote and not doing much else. Toxic's replies directly afterwards seem to be focusing more on defending against what I said about Abaddon instead of saying how I myself am scum for it. This is apparent in
post 135 regarding his feelings regarding the conflict between wanting me to provide evidence (which I did) vs Abaddon having none. His reply in
post 139 was not answering the question, but instead answering on his behalf and essentially just trying to defend him again.
The only
potentially
valid point Toxic has tried to push has been this notion that scum-me jumped ship to go over to Abaddon's wagon because his wasn't going anywhere. Not only was this idea not brought up at any point between my vote for Abaddon and my post explaining why I think Abaddon is scum, but if my pure scum-motivation was to just jump ship to hop onto a more viable wagon, it wouldn't make sense to jump ship onto one of town's
more townie reads vs the more viable Sable and Parama bandwagons.
I've slowly been turned into some sort of aggressor in the conversation between Toxic and I, when it's Toxic who first tried to attack me directly in
post 134 and not my case. From this point on, it's been me mainly addressing
his
attacks and explaining my thought process. His whole conversation with me has been ridiculous, from saying I should have presented a case for why Abaddon was scummy with my base vote (
I did along with some things leading up to it), meta reads are useless and I should present more than that (which I did in my "why is Abaddon is scum" post, and I explain how things lead up to that post), and that I should provide evidence against Abaddon (but
only
within a certain time frame, and only I have to, Abaddon's evidence is just "there"). Just look at our responses. Even when I point out how I did everything he has been trying to accuse me of, it either doesn't matter or he tries to point something else to direct the conversation to.
Scum aren't scum due to scummy posts though. Everyone makes scummy posts, what you have to keep in mind is
why did someone makes a post and what purpose did they hope to achieve
. I really don't know what Toxic is hoping to achieve. It's obvious with his first attack against my case on Abaddon that his purpose was to try and defend Abaddon through discrediting my vote and why I thought he was scummy - but
why
. This could be scum defending scum, scum trying to gain town credit from defending town, or town trying hard to defend a town read. I honestly can't tell. Some people are just horrible arguers, and I think he feels he has some sort of "catch" on me and is trying to damnedest to reel me in with anything he can throw at it. I've actually been holding onto a town read of Toxic because I don't think scum would go so out of their way to push a lynch on someone they know is town only to probably take the downfall for it the next day.
What purpose did I hope to achieve when I made a serious vote on Toxic page 1? To get out of RVS because it sucks, and I got a somewhat scummy vibe out of Toxic at the beginning so I rolled with it. It wasn't supposed to be some MASTERFUL
REALLY SERIOUS
case on Toxic, and I don't know how anyone would reasonably expect it to be so when just basing things off RVS. I moved off of Toxic because I thought his attitude for asking a stupidly simple question was townie and his responses were null so I moved on.
I'm just done the arguing though. I'm not going to vote Toxic today so I'm not going to bother arguing anymore. Arguing between two others in wall posts are anti-town: barely anyone reads them and there are more than one scum in the game anyhow. I've been slowly trying to die the walls down but there has been no relent.
I plan to give reads late late tonight or tomorrow and respond to a few then. I'm just out of steam.