okayIn post 2010, Meuh wrote:This is irritating cause I can see where it comes from but I also can't really ever reconcile this!!In post 1913, Dannflor wrote: I have not hated Meuh's most recent posting in terms of analyzing the replacements
she feels pretty relaxed and natural, but I also do not think this type of posting is especially hard to fake for her
I still mostly just don't think that the amount of effort that went into her case on implosion matches the kind of understated read in 1354 and 1355
like it's not clear to me why meuh's read on implosion suddenly requires a giant case wall
yes people asked her for reasons but when people ask me for reasons i usually engage with them like one or two reasons at a time, i don't start dissecting their ISO
so it feels kind of performative and it doesn't fit with my model of how a town player would be approaching a read like that
The best justification I can provide I suppose is my general mentality around the time, but I can't say I remember it super vividly and even if I did, I'm not sure it actually helps you much
To me, diving into Implo's ISO gave me that sort of feeling I get when I'm convinced I'm unravelling the game and finding things out, I get really passionate and invested and it all comes into often long posts that are kind of showing the narrative forming in my head to others. I'd say the main issue is that this feeling wasn't as fully realized as previous times? The passion and the confidence still existed but to a lower extent and it's created this weird post that isn't fully fleshed out and isn't confident in the ways I have in the past while still creating this narrative in the way those other posts did. I'd compare it to this post viewtopic.php?p=13906472#p13906472 (I'm really proud of that one actually that post is great) or this one viewtopic.php?p=13763322#p13763322
I'd say my lack of strong scumreads kind of pushed me towards feeling more strongly even with a smaller amount of scumminess, because every scummy thing felt more significant, and felt more worth sharing in a game state paralyzed by a lack of scumreads.
i mean for whatever it is worth i am feeling increasingly less good about pushing your slot